hilya

holla people, what a beautiful day. haha, woke up at late coz hujan then sejok then sedap. heee, met kak afah and zul at dhoby ghaut, temankan her find something. then kan, she treat us pastamania!!!! thanks kak! ^_^ haha, then we walked2 then chilled at starbucks fullerton and talked about life. hahaha, went home around 9+ =) oohlala~


i miss hilya lah! thursday/friday sumpah lamer lagi

hilya loh

today went to watch movie with hilya, we wathced new in town. haha, was an average movie ah 3/5 i must say. pretty happy day, coz i PASSED my gpa =) haha wawaweeeahhhhh, no need retake any module hehh.

should have stayed with you, i missed u the second i walk to the bustop. i really miss u now =(

why is everybody against it?

hilya

yesterday was spent at the gig, death upon arival. the gig was okaylah. my handphone lcd cracked again -.- should have passed my phone to someone else to hold it for me. after the gig chilled for abit outside beat merchants then met hilya, after that went to shisha with roy, wan and their bandmates. left at around 10 and went straight home, i wasnt feeling well yesterday night. im still not feeling well. i just took my panadol and i wanna rest.


building back everything is the hardest

copacabana (Y)

finally, the day if been waiting for. haha, copacabana carnival ball. woke up at 12+ met faizal at tamp to look for his pants, haha. ate at macs then husain joined us. waited for bud the took 65 to habourfront. 2 hours -.- reached habourfront then took the shuttle bus to amara hotel @ sentosa. oohlala~ reached kinda early tho, performance didnt start till 930. and oma told us to be there by 730 -.- hahaha, but we were earlier than that (Y). the first set with 30 people was fun, then the next set was non-stop samba for 15 mins, supposedly, it dragged to 30 mins. haha, i can feel my right hand contracting and expanding now. finished everything around 11 then we had a bus back to the studio. stacked the instruments and changed. then rahman's birthday! haha, anaconda *he was dancing and singing along to anaconda* hahaha, baik pe. we had another small bus to send us back to our districts, unfortunately, the driver ends his services at tamp. so went down at 210 there, lucky iffah also stay pasir ris, guess what? we walked back to pasir ris from tamp. haha, lucky got fren can talk2. if i alone, i think ill hire a cab. i guess this is where faisal's lucky charm works, at the junction at central, where iffah and me has to seperate ways, i saw this mat from far. hahaha, its khai, he was on a bicycle. i owe faisal for this sia, hahaha. so tompang him and got home faster =)

listen to your heart baby, i must stop hoping and start working things out. i'll prove everyone wrong.

hilya day

halo haloooo, ytd was a normal day. had percussion and stuff. oh, i went to apply to work at cathay. haha, donno ah if get or not. anyway my mum applied me as a primary school relief teacher. we'll see where it goes. haha

so today went out to watch movie with hilya, was a good movie. worth the 2 hours. haha, met oma after that at bugis then walked to studio for bloco rehearsals and tmrw is the show. so fast ^_^ its at amara hotel(idk how to spell) at sentosa. hehuho. see u mellow moo


movie was fun, i just cant stop thinking of you, the fact that we are spending time together really makes me happy =)

hilya +1

woke up at 1 today, coz ytd slept early :) then got ready, met akiff at pasir ris mrt then proceeded to city hall to meet faris, afiq, raudha and nerd. walked for abit coz akiff wanted to find jeans. haha, then went to bugis to meet lufee and chris. then walk2 around kampong glam area then chill2 abit. around 8 we left for hometown. =)


im loving it. ^_^

randomly, i shouted i miss hilya! the next min, i got a msg. her eyelash dropped. hahaha, its funny

oh my, hilya <3

i woke up today feeling happy, yesterday was not a dream.
*grins from ear to ear*

hilya

woken up at 12+ coz faisal came home shouting for his stuff -.- then woke up, watched tv. ate, then got ready. meet hilya at 3+ then we walked2 abit then went to hall. then came along afiq, raudha, faris, lufee and chris. then akiff. faris cut for akiff botak. haha, then played with his hair. lepak2 awhile then me and hilya went to walk2 then went to sit somewhere. around 930 left pasir ris park and headed home.

^_^


its margarine. =P

h-i-l-y-a

woken up at 12 by the loud siren. haha, noisy sia. then got ready to meet rad and zul first. reached there kind of early. the gig starts at 4+ loop de lye was first, then comic strip. both were okay. overthrown was superb! but the crowd wasnt. haha, shine was okay. comrade was also okay, its the crowd. cesspit got a little rough. haha. and mandeep was super funny :S sadly bloody rejects didnt perform. sobsob. i say my 10 bux was worth it coz i moved around almost the whole time. hahaha. at 10+ called up my parents to pick me up coz i was lazy to go home myself. haha, then here i am now :)


johnny johnny johnny johnny woooooosh!

for hilya

hilya = valentine

hello people :) woke up today at 12 and got ready to meet hilya. took 65 to far east and pantat sakit. had lunch at sakura there then went to watch rdp busking. haha, got one funny guy in red keep on saying one more time one more time. hehh. then went to lepak in between taka and wisma there. till the rest reached scape so we walked there then few mins later ariff came. they jammed for an hour then we went to esplanade to lepak. haha took the train at 11+ and went home with ariff. tmrw got gig ^_^

i really made a mistake taking you for granted. but what has happened can't be reversed it can only be fixed. i hope i can. coz only god knows how fucking sorry i am. and how fucking bad i miss ur presence only you made me smile like a small boy, you took care of me every step we make, even when taking the escalator. im sorry it happened like that. i have to be strong. i hope cupid is with me. im still trying. past present future, its still you.

true.

fazlin 16th!

this girl here, today her bday. ahaha. happy birthday fazlin malek! now can go ask ain to treat u to an nc16 movie already la. hahaha, happy happy always! =)

woke up at 1 then went to meet fai to go school. we had our session at 3. as usual, suppose start at 3 we start at 4. hahaha, so next time must set timing one hour earlier. i left awhile after 5. meet amelia noh then went to bought some stuffs then went to the studio at lavender for bloco rehearsals. wah piang, im worn out. see u tmrw poeple ^_^

agogo.

hilyayaya

woken up by mummy at 330. bored at home so called up wan to ajak lepak. met up at prata paradise around 5. zam last minute cant turon then fai was otw. after eat we went to bud's playground they were playing blind mice. haha chilled at playground, play blind mice, j-u-m-p-e-r. blind mice again. the ones who got jumper had to do forfeit. ride bicycle down the slide. hahaha funny la. then around 10 plus made a move back home. oohlala~ tmrw got two practise. walauwei. okay bye



my heart still beats your name, you-know-who.

hilya

woke up at 11. went to hougang coz fai said there mp3 cheap -.- waste my 2 hours and ezlink. haha price still same. knnccb. hahaha, then aqilah msg coz her fyp meeting just ended so i went off to woodlands to meet her. went to eat at macs coz super hungry then went to buy my mp3 ^_^ then went to school for percussion practise as usual. ended around 7 then lepak-ed at civic. today bus 168 was fast. haha, coz i slept like a pig oink oink.


old people cant see barney.

hilya

today was a draggy day. woke up at 8+ get ready to go woodlands. wanted to go out already must wait for mummy to get back from pasar. haiyaa, went out late. reached school and played a few songs. after that wanted to go mp3 hunting then fai pemalas. haha, must go home take out chicken la blablabla so called faizal and said he at ecp with the others so he asked to join. went to fai's house to put instrument and eat. then went to meet wan then to ecp. ahha, rain. then around 6+ cabbed to parkway meet mummy jap then went off to meet hilya and downtown east. bought icecream and chilled at the park. then off home. oohlala~

yay bbq on the 28th confirmed ^_^

i love nurhilya bte azhar

FINALLY HOME.

this weekend was the greatest! a good headstart to 2009 i must say.

saturday, 07th february 2009 was twinny's birthday! woke up around 1+ got ready and all. was suppose to meet afiq, raudha, akiff and radiah at 2 to help carry the stuffs. but had to wait for mum to get home coz i wanted extra moolah. around 2 went out straight to the chalet. we chilled for abit till most of raudha's family reached. its time to start the bbq ^_^ we got it all wrong. haha, i and afiq tried at first, we thot can already so we put the satay then raudha's father came and checked, haha he laughed and said not yet. we tried again and again so he offered to help then ta-daa! me and afiq went off for awhile to get some stuffs after that. went back and wah dah ramai orang. blablabla then met ariff and nurul, wished nurul happy birthday too! haha, all 18 already. then met hilya, ariff and hilya went back to twinny's chalet and talktalk abit. eat eat abit. then sent them off back to the pit at pasir ris, sat for awhile with ariff, hilya, aqilah and their bandmates. they left around 11+ after which i went to fye, akiff, yaqin and ammar at pasir ris park sit at bench and listen to beach-mood songs. hahaha. an hour later more joined. then we hang around at the beach for awhile before going back to the chalet to get something to bite. back at the chalet were the rudies, they came over after the gig. kak afah came around 2 to surprise susan, haha. we talked alot then i got sleepy went to the poolside to sleep. but amir cant keep quiet, so we kept laughing. and i couldnt stop yawning. after the rudies left around 10 or so, i fell asleep. haha, like finally. but only for awhile. woke up around 11 then went home coz wanted to celebrate mummy's bday. everybody's birthday sia this weekend. haha k bedek, so reached home and slept like a pig. only at evening then went out to makan. then around 9+ i told them i wanted to leave to meet my frens coz if is stay there ill sleep on the table. haha, so reached chalet at around 930. just sit down then amir came along with food from his kenduri. we ate then the rest went off for awhile, me, raudha, fye, azri, faisal, alfee, jack and amir went back to ash's chalet coz he said no one was there. then few minutes later came the rest. spent the whole night laughing, playing cards, eating and disturbing drunk people. hahaha, i like it when afiq is drunk, no matter how hard you slap him, he will just smile. =D sorry man. hahaha, went to sleep at around 6. then around 9+ wan woke everyone up coz checkout at 10. then went staight home and here i am ^_^

looking at her smile that night was beautiful, i wished it didnt have to end, wished she'd say she'd stay over. gheez, when i had her i didnt treasure her now i really regret it. i hope this friday's breakfast is confirmed. i really wished you are still here, nurhilya bte azhar

FINALLY LEGAL, haha happy 18th birthday =) may all your wishes come true and hope you enjoy this 18th year because you turn 18 only once ^_^ sayang twinny many2!

prak

hello wonderful readers of my blog. today was so fun. hahaha, woke up early. fresh :) went out at arnd 12 met zam at cityhall to get some stuffs. then went back to his house to take instruments then taxi-ed to school. we have a song :) kuku! hahaha, i like that song. sedap. hehh. after that we had some bonding session with the group. talk alot ah. haha, fun ah. i love it when we make a song and its pleasant to hear. its like our first song without help of anyone. wheeeeeee. after that took bus to tamp then taxi-ed to raudha's place to meet raudha, afiq and saw khalis so lepaked awhile. then mow just reached home. tommorow is raudha twinny's bday! so were gonna have a chalet/pit and then have fun all day/night looooooooong. oohlala~ back on sunday.

adios mamasita.
and i should stop taking cabs now.


''what took you so long?' <3
i swear i miss you like hell, hilya.

nfs

got woken up at 2.30 by izzah, haha she called and said she's otw here to pass the chocalho and will arrive in 5 mins. waaaaaaaaaah, i was only half awake. hahaha, die, i want to bathe oso no time so got something to wear and walked my sleepy smelly face down to meet her. lucky she stayed in the car, if not paiseh siololol. after that couldnt get back to sleep met afiq and raudha. lepaked under haz's block so decided to call him ah, then he also otw home so asked him to join us. after awhile called khai, he joined us later. then went to the nearby pondok, chilled and play cards. went home early sia today, around 7. then went to meet min, pekjal and ayul to play play motorbike. hahaha, ayul just pass lesen so just got new bike want to show off. kanina. hahaha, so yeah. normal day. i cant wait for tomolo! =)

wow, cool. friends? i think out of all, only 1 friend. thats just the way it is.





bye
bullshit!

i still love nurhilya bte azhar.

we are all human, we make mistakes
i made a very big mistake in the past
turning back time is impossible
i wished it did not happened
i wished it is still going on
i can keep on wishing all night
for what i know it wont come true
all i can do now,
is to fix the broken pieces back together.
im trying, slowly.
i must learn to stop hoping.
but make the best out of everything.
patience.

.

wednesday, 4 february, 2009

chet chet chet pe chet are coming back! hahaha, just wait. anyway today woke up around 11, met fai at tamp around 12. go buy food then take bus to woodlands. hehh, reached woodlands then met wan then go kedai kopi. after that arnd 2 proceed to school. haha today had maintainance workshop. ooh~ after that we planned to eat at woodlands lamer, then dunno some wanna go simpang bedok. then they went off first. me, izzah, hussain and zam took izzah's car. at higway already then they say they eat as cwp -.- cannot u-turn so just proceed ah. anyway husain wants kerang so bad. hahaha, kerang was powderfulermakaroni. after that went home and here i am. i got bored so i did smth. hahaha, i cant tell, ull see later ;)

hippy

this is so last year; be HIP!

ran

hahahaha, elaine wrote that on her pm.

wawawiiiii

today went out with hilya. woke up arnd 2+ then went online awhile, watched some vids on youtube. haha, the idiot guy on youtube sings like shit, he still makes me laugh even after i watch i over and over again. hahahah. got ready arnd 4 then took the train to bishan. met danial and MRM otw. haha, saw are-tea-car and also hazelin in the train. long time never see them. met hilya arnd 530, saw kurt at bishan. wah today see alot of people seh. then went to pasir ris to eat, suppose to go somewhere else, then yeah. saw rad and alif at pasir ris. saw myra after that. hahaha myra -.- then walk to hall saw akiff, susan and afiq. wah. hahaha, went to eat then at hall saw fiefah, then fieka. hahahaha, happy birthday twins. today like see everybody. oh ya, otw to hall saw nigel, lee roy, ryan mata, sly?, and donnoe who. hahaha they still the same. arnd 9 walk to cc then took 21 to bedok reservoir. wah wait for bus to go home so long seh, give up and took cab. haha, here i am.

tommorrow get chocalho and djembe ^_^
hahaa and khai, fye, elaine, haikel, fajeli, azura got into rp.

ooohlala~

what

i need a fucking job please.

any recommendations?

dice

Monday, 02 feb 2009

did practically nothing much today. i woke up late, went to play soccer bawah blok after that. at night went to buy soup tulang with family and had a happy dinner at home =)

everyone is still talking bout chingay. fantabulous! ^_^

chingay

finally, it came and went. so fast, haha. chingay 2009!

the rehearsals and training was super tiring seh but it all paid off =) bloco singapura rocked city hall. oohlala~ on friday was the preview and on sat was the real thing. but friday was more tiring and i dont know why. hahaha. i even saw fazlin, haha didnt think id end up meeting her there. she was one of the lion heads. hahahaha, roar. cityhall was super packed seh. wawaoooooo. ended the thing ytd at 10 like that. then hurray hurray ah. ahha, finish chingay already what. ^_^ so now im enjoying my deserved rest. so her are few of the pics for chingay!

everyone getting ready back at the capoeira guy's gym
told you the outfit is cool. hahaha

before proceeding to cityhall, hello bloco ^_^
before parade starts. hahaha dont ask me why i look like that
the president is on top of the lion there. on the head. whahaha~and thats me ^_^

happy sunday! =)

Friday, 30th january 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQ! yay youre legal now. ahaha, may all your wishes come true and may you have the best 18th birthday ever! =) sorry i wished you late. but i still did! ^_^